When your only friends are hotel rooms.

I think this is the last time I am going to be able to post before I go away, so wanted to take the opportunity to say thank you for the amazing support so far on this new crazy brainvomit idea and also to say a huge thank you for just being so awesome. I really appreciate the way you guys were able to look beyond whatever I managed to fuck up in the past and just be willing to let me in again.

As the day I walk onto that plane draws nearer, it's weird that I am feeling this way. I should be jumping out of my skin in excitement, and I am sure that feeling will come, but for right now, everything just makes me think about how lucky I am to have people that care for me and wish me well and how much I truly do love them. They're not my family by blood, but surely my family by heart. And sometimes that means so much fucking more.

So to you guys, I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart). And for that, no matter where my travels may take me, good or bad, I know I won't be alone.

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows...